farewell

i'ld be lying if i tell u that i am fine

i may look lame, silly, funny all the time, but thats nt who i really am.

thats just one of my masks to cover my insecuritlies.

if u're one of my closest friends, u'ld have probably seen zero confidence, negative , paranoid side of me.

dun start to point fingers because i believe everybody has the other side of them which they keep dear to their hearts

i am very affected by my power ranger incident.

but i'm slowly walking out.

enough of crying and talking to the wall in the middle of the night hoping u'll hear what's deep down my heart.

ENOUGH.

Like what Guan Lao Ye say, walk straight and dont look back.

what's done cannot be undone and there's no need to look back and live in grief

I would very much like to hate u but i just cant do it.

Ah Gong, farewell forever~

U'ld always have a special place in my heart.

If fate allows, i hope that i can be by your side and serve you with my purest heart once again.