moving to a new blog.

mite update here if i feel like =)

is it me or just the hormones?

so many things happening.

arghh.

frm the accident to power ranger to me falling sick.

i think its basic courteousy to ASK .

i feel so %&%$$((!

friends.......

will they be there when u need them?

roar

i was wrong.

sorry for all the bad things that i did.

i misunderstood u.

sorry power ranger ah long.

i was blinded by my emotions.

i shouldnt have doubt you.

i shouldnt have left you.

i shouldnt have hate you.

afterall, u are the one who will always be there to protect me from harm and hear my rants.

but u shuldnt keep mum and let me misunderstand you.

because i wun know how you felt or know your thoughts if u were to do that.

different pple have been telling me different things about u and what happened.

but i choose to believe the kinder and better side of u.

afterall, no matter what i did, u never raised your voice at me nor scolded me even though u were known to have a foul temper.

u saved my granny.

u saved my mum.

u helped me with my sch fees.

how could i ever repay u.

you are just like my yeye, showering me with unconditional love.

you didnt utter a word when i gave u attitude.

sorry power ranger ah gong.sorry.

519 is so messy now.

i dun even know what will become of us.

even if i dun go to 519, i just hope that u can visist me in my dreams and talk to me like you always did.

i miss u ah gong

granny and yeye will be leaving for their holiday soon.....

and i'll be home alone for the upcoming days..

i'm feeling so purplexed all of a sudden.

so lost, lonely and emo suddenly la.

i feel like hugging granny and yeye before they go =)

i'll miss their presence at home.

i'll be independent.

granny has alrd stocked up cup noodles and the fridge =p

yes, i feel so loved and pampered.

nobody love me more than yeye and granny

i'll cook, wash and try to remember to water yeye's plants.

i hope ah lun can take time off his busy work to spend time with me.

its been quite some time since we last met.

and i miss u like real bad.

and i'll pray for a safe trip for yeye and granny............

argh, i'm starting to tear and i duni why.

it must be the hormones..........................

stop crying nini

i'm hallucinating and imagining  myself in Bintan.

putting on my housefly shades and taking long walk by the beach.

drawing on the soft sand

sipping fresh coconut juice

taking bubble bath

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

BUT I'm feeling bloody miserable in Spore.

Lying on my bed with lotsa germs.

Feeling like a bloaty merlion ready to vomit anytime.

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

I feel pregnant with a hamster's appetite and stomaches and nauseous feeling.

but i am not.

damn.............

tell me u miss me in Bintan..

Perhaps u'ld like to photoshop my face in that lovely Bintan pics that u guys took.

i think my body's weird.

its protesting as part of the seperation anxiety..

everytime i leave home, as in like camp or travel,i am bound to fall sick.

why why .. tell me why.

and tml is the day i'll be going bintan and here i am sick with stomach flu.

and the virus is emoing i think, sometimes i feel ok, sometimes the fever just come back.

and my appetite is as tiny as a hamster, ok maybe bigger than that.

i only ate half roll of chee cheong fan and 1 slice of bread for the entire day.

god...........

even though i said i wanna watch cable tv at bintan but dun grant my wish this way.

i feel terrible.

mr allan tan ................................................................................... i want u to sayang me,

goodbye power ranger ah gong.

goodbye..

i had always wanted to stay by ur side...

i had always wanted to be fillial to u...

bt u disappoint me and hurt me...

very.

and now i dun even wanna think bout u.

its too hurtful...

its scary that my once beloved power ranger Ah gong has transformed into a monster.

i miss the old u..the power ranger ah gong that i used to respect and adore.

even though u hurt me, but i still wish that somebody will take over my place and be fillial to u.

i cannot bring myself to hurt u.

and i guess my departure would be the best option.

i had enough of the rebelling and showing attitude behavior when i see u.

u think i enjoyed this?

NO.

i know u've helped me and protected me frm harm time and again, but i wun be happy staying by ur side.

i cant change ur mind nor pretend that nth has happened.

maybe the bf is right, my fate wth power ranger ah gong has ended and i cannot force things to go my way

If u wish, i still welcome u to visit me in my dreams.

On another note:

Hello Guan Lao Ye. =)

Thanks for the guidance, =) i feel mch happier now.

And shall look back no more.

Be Brave and Strong Nini.

U can live without ur power ranger ah gong =)

i'm nt happy

Hello Hello....

Since the previous post was based on my 21st birthday party which is next yr.

I've discussed the numerous themes that i might be using with ah lun.

and that monkey of mine nv fail to amuse me.

Nini: Hey hey, Dar, what theme should i have for my party?

Ah Lun: anything lor. ( TYPICAL ANSWER FROM MR ALLAN TAN)

Nini: Victorian/ Royalty/PJ/ Beach???? etc etc

Ah Lun: Beach la.

Nini: Ok lor, then u wear bikini ok.

i thot the conversation will end here. BUT NO!!!

Ah Lun: Dear, my size is A cup. so u buy A cup for me. (LMAO)-_-"

NiNi: *Roll Eyes* wah. Hot ah Hot ah.(ROFLOL)

see... nana.. nw u know where i gt my lameness from...